Tell him

Tell him…
even if it is no longer worth it.
Tell him that you love him,
that you are still waiting for his smile,
tell him everything you always wanted to
but never dared.

You have nothing left to lose today.
No pride, no tears, no will…
life treated you bad enough to care anymore,
just say the truth.

Tell him how you bled for him,
how you cried to sleep at night 
and how you fought against your life.
Tell him how you spend hours staring at your phone,
waiting for his call
and it never arrived.

Or don't say anything…
wait for him to talk and smile,
he is feeding you with charity, 
and you are transforming it to hope.

You are nothing,
a nobody.
And you are walking alone again, trying to care,
trying to dare…
but you know you can't die just yet,
your wounds don't hurt anymore, but they keep bleeding the same.

Is it worth it?
Did he make you that happy?
Did he make you feel safe?
Peace? Or perhaps, love?

Tell him…
Tell him that you love him but you need to love yourself.
Make him see that you are a person,
look into his eyes and seek for the man that made you smile…
But maybe you won't find him,
maybe he was never there…

Tell him…
This is your last chance to tell him…
Do it now before is too late,
before you run out of words and become a shadow…
Tell him you love him for one last time 
even though you know there is no answer any more.

Today is the day you walk away…
and hope he finds you again someday,
if he loves you… he will, I swear. 


If he loves you...
then you shouldn't be afraid.